The headaches of mine started many years ago, and I had to adapt and learn how to live with these – no matter the pain and impossibility to function at all at times. There were times that I was ready to cut my head off, and, than leave it on the table, and walk away from it. Absurdity – I know that, however, I was not able to sleep, or to relax, or to read and, or watch a movie, let alone work, or write and do the works I had to do.
And of course I have been to different clinics, taken many, and I mean many tests, exams and whatnot, to receive some medication afterwards, which was functioning for a short period of time only, after which – it all started again with renewed force, and worse than it was before.
And even if I described above that I was ready to cut my head off, I wasn’t really considering doing it. It was not a reason enough to make me kill myself, or it was not for the doctors I was speaking to anyway, nor for my parents, and friends. After all, there must be millions of people around the world suffering from headaches, and one could image what it would mean if any one of these people would commit suicide.
How would you react if a friend of yours told you that he or she is considering a suicide due to the terrible headaches he or she is suffering?
I will post again soon, and wishing you a superb week ahead, and, until next one than.
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