every killer i have heard about or most like the guy from the columbine killings and all of those and the guy who drove the armored bull dozer and killed people with it and all of the terrorists and that why is it that they all kill them self’s in the end is their some mental problem or fear of going to jail that makes it so much worse that you kill your self cause i see this as irrational and i cant help but ask why they do this even if i was a killer and killed many people i wouldn’t kill my self

some people kill them selves but didn’t those people ever asked them self this question? except for the people who are living in a lot of pain then thats ok because its understandable. but killing your self dos not make sense to me. if you want to die just think maybe you might not want to die tomorrow. because what if you miss out on something. then you are shit out of luck.
like i said if you don’t see a purpose than wait until tomorrow and maybe one will come along.

I came to USa houping that my feelings about killing my self will change but I feel same after 2 years in USA .I am person that helpps everybady and so many people love me because of what I did and what I do in everyday life .What is keeping me a life is love that my family and friends have for me and I am having hard time to hurt them with killing my self .Please if you konw what is wron with me helpp me because I am feeling that I can not handel my self any more to be alive .
Thank you for reding .
Best wishis in your life .
Sincerely
Kushtrim

Killing!!!!!!!!!!1

Like, I’ll have my dream self’s thoughts and emotions be there, but my own be there as well. For instance, a dream where I killed a cat and my mother saw it:
Mother: “Did you use it for the letters you wrote in blood?”
Dream self: thinking; “Oh sh*t, she knows!”
Real me: thinking; “What the heck is she talking about!?”