I want you to put your self in my shoes, I’m a senior at my school, and everywhere i go people always have to talk because I’m a qiuet and a 24/7 mean looking guy. People is calling a sort of names, like a retard, or a stupid bitch. I know that I I’m not either of those things, cause I’m a A/B student. I’ve been really depressed for a good Three years, I don’t know if i can talk to anybody about it, because i believe that they can’t help me. Do people do this just because they have sex, and they like messing with me? When i first got depressed Felt that I had noone that really care about me ( not even my own widow mother). Know My depression has gotten a little worse, I’m starting to cut myself, and doing drugs. I already know that people don’t like me, but it makes me think that my life is really pointless.

i mean kill in anyway. for no reason, for profit, self defence, kill in any way

I have a friend… whose husband is dying and she would like to take anxiety medicine but the sexual side effects are not good and she wants to remain open intimately, but her husband is doing this self sabbotosh thing were he is loosing control over his mouth and saying more and more things that are careless and insensitive killing the would be intimacy and making her want to take the medicine even more.

her husband isn’t by anymeans bedridden and once he is he will probably die the next day. He has the best doctors working on him in the country. …maybe he is pushing her away.

Okay so my sister was in therapy for 4 months. She had to talk about her feelings and stuff she and I went through when were little. She recently downed a bottle of pills and had to have her stomach pumped. She almost went through with suicide and than I got a call from a nurse at the hospital saying she might have to go to mental institution for a while because she tried to kill her self. Than I find out that she doesn’t have to go because she’s moving in with her therapist. Has anyone ever heard of this? Getting to blow off being institutionalized if agree to live with a therapist or your therapist? I just think it’s a little weird.

me and tolga killing are self

I dont care if this isnt a question or Im wasting my points telling you nothing. But have you ever notice bad things you do comes back to you in a form of coincidence? Maybe its not. Start noticeing. If your nice and happy the universe senses that and sends all that back to you. Have you ever notice that when you stole something you can never stop worrying and you get more lost then you gain. Lets say ..Sarah stole shoes from a girl. Everytime something happens you get fidgety and scared. That kills your mental self. Person verses person. And alot of bad things you dont want will just continue on and on like it never stops. But lets say you helped a helpless old lady and you feel great and it seems like great things are happening back. Start noticeing. Do things from teh bottom of your heart and the right way.