I want you to put your self in my shoes, I’m a senior at my school, and everywhere i go people always have to talk because I’m a qiuet and a 24/7 mean looking guy. People is calling a sort of names, like a retard, or a stupid bitch. I know that I I’m not either of those things, cause I’m a A/B student. I’ve been really depressed for a good Three years, I don’t know if i can talk to anybody about it, because i believe that they can’t help me. Do people do this just because they have sex, and they like messing with me? When i first got depressed Felt that I had noone that really care about me ( not even my own widow mother). Know My depression has gotten a little worse, I’m starting to cut myself, and doing drugs. I already know that people don’t like me, but it makes me think that my life is really pointless.

i mean kill in anyway. for no reason, for profit, self defence, kill in any way