I had a dream yesterday which sums up all of what I have thought of suicide untill now. I forgot how it started but some how I was at a party and then I was with some people maybe my dad I dont know that wouldnt make sense though but anyway. In the dream I remember thinking to myself and debating whether or not I should go through with it. Then I started leaning more towards the doing it direction. Because in the real world I consciously think that if I had to die at any given moment due to a car accident, or a natural disaster like hurricane that I wouldnt care whats the point anyways why prolong the inevitable. So in my dream I had gotten in a bathtub but before I did I think I told my dad that I was going to commit suicide, I dont know why though. So I got in a bathtub and was thinking of how I should cut my wrist horizontally or vertically. But then I thought to myself. If I kill my self I’m going to leave my family in a great debt because of the cost of funerals and I didnt want to be an asshole and do that to them, never realizing the emotional pain I would bring. And I also was thinking that I didnt want to die just yet. I felt like I wanted to do more things before I left this world and wouldnt be satisfied if I didnt do that. So untill I do those things I’ll postpone those suicide Ideas if not get rid of them. So back to my title question. Where or how can kill myself without leaving a funeral debt that they have to pay. I wouldnt be surprised if ya reading this would be thinking I’m crazy

My heart goes to out to all involved. Yes to the victims and all but my heart also goes out to his family. how devasting they must be. my sympathies for this loss of a son. that he took so much and affected so many.

Just think how a family of someone committing suicide feels, that i should have seen, i should have been able to do something.

just think what these people feel. and how scared they must be to say anything because if they do…… idiots out there will think that they are bad, they are…whatever. same goes for anyone that felt that they knew a different side of him.

my heart does go out to all but one…. and his family i’d like to give my prayers for their recovery as well.

So i never do these things too often, unless i really have to.
anyways, my brother is an extremeley tallented musician and he was engaged for about a year. A year later, they broke up. Since then, he has been extremely drepressed, and tried to commit suicide multiple times. His reason is not for the break up, but that my parents were abusive, which they NEVER were to me. I mean come on, all parents have fights, and they spank their child on their butts if they are bad, and this is by NO means abuse. He says that our familys “EVILNESS” is what is driving him to do this. He tapes our conversations downstairs, used my parents credit card when he was younger, and now wants to corrupt my dads files on his computers in his office. he says that they were bad to him, now he needs to have them see evil too. He is completely sick! he is now moved home recently because he lived in a different state because of the girl. I am scared for my life and my parents life. I pray, what else i should do???

Recent years, researchers admit high rates of suicides among youth within the foster care system. Researchers explain that suicides are caused by social and emotional conditions rather than a mental disease. Furthermore, it is often associated with hundreds of suicides and suicide attempts. ?Researchers discovered attention problems and aggressive or delinquent behavior in 40 per cent of children aged five to 17 who were in home-based foster care, up to eight times more than in the general school-age population? (Gough 2007). Full Story »