this is how my life goes…
the memories of the past i have were good compared to now
its all gone and what i have left is going to go away soon
i cant help thinking of these memories , it hurts soo much
i cant eat , study or be happy at all.
i have so many family problem
i have turned to suicide lot of times
2 times were failed atempt (cold medicine and pain killers).
my life is hell.
my mom even told me go kill your self
i have no one left.
just a small 6 year old sister for who i must go on through this.
please help me
i really dont want my sister to grow up with out me and end up like me.
i dont care about my parents , i dont wana go suicidal again i am always depressed.
i cant ask for antidepressent because i dont talk to my parents.
im all alone and i dont wana die.
i need help with
1)getting over old memories
2)natural antidepressent
4)some good inspiring quote.
5)tell me if your life sucks so atleast i feel better comparing it to myne.

thanks who ever wish to help me.
ill give you all thumbs up and one gets 10 points.

every night i cant sleep. and every night i have the same feeling. that im invisable, mi family doesnt care for me, that im so alone, and that when ever i try to reach out no one notices or doesnt care because im not important enough or no one wants to deal with it. my “friends” at school dont care about me. my mom is to consumed with work and her needs to notice. my sister only comes home to sleep. im sick of this. im sick of crying my self to sleep almost every night. i have things i can never let my mom know. never. i still have night mares about it. i cant get the pictures out of my mind. he did things to me no grown man should EVER do to a teenager…to a kid….. i must of done something to desearve that…….i want to die. i want to be with my father…where i can finaly be cared for and protected. death seems like my only way to escape. but i dont want to leave my mother, she needs me to be strong…with her and for her. she couldnt live with out me. but now in days NO ONE has money for anything. so that puts us at the bottom of the food chain. how can i not give in to my most desiered weakness?everything screams “do it! kill your self! no one will care. you will be with your dad again. its the only way out. the only way to get away, and stay away from all the pain” someone please tell me how to make this feeling go away. tell me how to not think this way, hear these things. please help me. please……

i need a place in the world that is horrible. like really bad! not some place that is just hot, a place that u would kill your self if u go!
thank you if u help
P.S don’t ask why i asked this
not something sad
be funny

Ok, here it is,

First how DFCS got involved in our life is that my bf tried to commit suicide for reasons I will not state. After that, DFCS automatically came in calling him a threat to our baby girls life. He actually had to move back in with his mom because they deemed him unfit to live with us. *Sigh*. But now we are to the present. 2 months from today our baby girl passed of SIDS. (For those who don’t know, Suddend Infiant Death Syndrome, a.k.a. Crib Death) And we think that DFCS are out of our life. But now me and my husband decided to have another kid. I am now pregnant. My worry is DFCS. Can they just come up out the blue into our lives again without any reasons. Nothing is wrong with my husband anymore. He takes meds and goes to counseling. I AM JUST FREAKING BECAUSE I DONT WANT THEM IN MY LIFE AGAIN. They screwed it up and I don’t want it to happen again. Can they just come and reopen or start an new case with a new kid ? ! ? ! ?

Thanks for all the info.

I like this person… We’ve been friendz 4 a long… But now she wants to commit suicide…. These r for reasons i cannot say…. What should i do? I care about her cuz shez mi friend… What should i tell her?
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k w/e u find thx
btw i meant we’ve been friendz 4 a long time…
im only 12 so any of you talkin 2 me lik I’m an adult… plz

everything i tell him goes in one ear andout the other. Ok here are some problems hes facing
1. His family treats him like shit and once gave him only a small dinner for the day. And his dad always takes his older brothers side and he usually ends up hit or something. His mom is ok towards him but sometimes she can be a total bitch (even infront of me)
2. He found a girl that has met everything he ever wanted but she hates him for some reason so he barely speaks to anyone except me he talks to me alotbout this.
3. His “best friend” backstabbed him and took most of my friends other friends with him so he only has me and about 2 others.
im worried so can you help
thanks guys ima take emilys advice. Me or the 2 others dont wanna lose him. He helped me once aswel. He calls me his brother cus we feel eachothers pain so hes like part of me so if he goes ill be shit.
Anyways thanks people