i cry all the time all i can think about is getting it over with im jus so tired

a lot of people comment on my last question and its all excuses taking your life you are a coward i dont care what people say face your depression face your troubles

or your friend in a drunk driving accedent?

1 you drove in both cases
2 you ran a red light
3 you were talking on a cell phone at the time of the accedent

help I am depressed so much it’s scary how offten the thought of dieing comes up in my mind it’s bad enough that I hate my self so I don’t know I love my self I hate my self I love my self I hate my self witch is it could it be neither and I am just numb to every thing who the heck knows but just can you give me some ideas on how to stay alive
what I mean is I’ll be depressed for a month and than not another month and it won’t be the whole month it’s like a week or even just a day at a time