help I am depressed so much it’s scary how offten the thought of dieing comes up in my mind it’s bad enough that I hate my self so I don’t know I love my self I hate my self I love my self I hate my self witch is it could it be neither and I am just numb to every thing who the heck knows but just can you give me some ideas on how to stay alive
what I mean is I’ll be depressed for a month and than not another month and it won’t be the whole month it’s like a week or even just a day at a time

plz be honest…. ok i had a friend named Hayle…. i was on here a few months ago about this, she hung herself… but i need opinions on if she did it for the better, or the worse……

the reason she committed suicide was because her parents quit caring about her, she didnt do anything wrong she didnt smoke or drink, or have sex, she was super nice, she got A’s and B’s, and the occasional C, but she was incredibly smart AND beautiful… and i’ll be honest i loved her…. but her parents just stopped caring they argued with her and she never faught back, (she was to nice i guess, idk…) her parents abused her and so did her siblings all 4 of ‘em…. Tyler (oldest-19), Crystal(second oldest-17), Lindsay (middle-17), Andrew (second youngest-16) and finally Hayle (the baby-15) everyone in her family hated and abused her, heres an example of an average day at her house… (I SWEAR I AM NOT KIDDING!!!!) she gets home from school and tyler or andrew punches her in the face or the back of the head, until she starts bleeding…. she would eat dinner do the dishes and about an hour later she would litterally PASS OUT… from dizzyness and loss of blood, this happened like once a week,
TWO: her siblings ACTUALLY CRACKED HER SKULL TWICE!!! with a baseball bat, and by pushing her down the stairs….. was sent to the hospital at least 3-4-5 times a month (THE SAD THING IS IM NOT KIDDING!!!! I KNO ITS HARD TO BELIEVE BUT ITS TRUE!)
THREE: her parents even hit her called her names and just flat out beat her up…. in fact her dad actually knocked out 3-4 of her teeth!
FOUR: her parents constantly said we’re done we dont care anymore, Hayle told me that this all started when she was 7 and her isblings fist cracked her skull like 1-2 inches deep….. WITH A BASEBALL BAT!!!
and i could go on but im not going to, anyways she tried finding help COUNTLESS TIMES….
police, councilors, ME anyone she could trust, and still no one but me and 1 of her other friends believed her, (ps. she didnt have too many friends only like 3-4-5 but she DESERVED MORE)
im really sorry i keep getting ahead of myself :/
anyways, after this going on for about 8-9 years constantly, she hung herself, it really hurt me and her friends but her family coulld care less, in fact when she hung herself out of her window (not a rope a chain) a NEIGHBOR actually called 911 and her parents didnt even go see her in the hospital!
so in YOUR opinions did she kill herself for the better…? or the worse? plz be honest but if you can respectful…… and is it possible after all this abuse she developed Mental Problems and THATS why she hung herself?….. idk……

And this happened 3/3/10. anyways thank you all VERY much, i look forward to hearing what you have to say….. good bye and thank you!
they have been reported and i havent heard from in about 3 weeks but i dont blame her either… thanks
ps. for deercrossingsign, you dont think we tried?! we did everything and her parents got let off, “with a warning!” holy sh*t i mean really i LOVED her and i did everything in my power and in my parents power to help! anything you could possibly say we have done! ps you didnt answert the qeustion right it was it for the better or worse?!

Well the reason I am asking this question is because, I have a friend. That his girlfriend broke up with him not that long ago. And they have been together for awhile now. And he really loved her and now he is in the hospital cause he tried to commit suicide over her. Would someone explain to me why he would do something so horrible like that?

There have been various stories in the news media of people being in heavy financial debt killing their families and then committing suicide. Or after being laid off or unemployed they start killing others and finish themselves.
Why can’t such people just file bankruptcy to get protection from creditors instead of going violent with guns?

What are some philosophical reasons not to commit suicide?
Sociobiology teaches that a certain set of egotistical, selfish values remain with us from antiquity and will continue to be cavemen. Certainly the insanity of this Second Great Depression seems to confirm the selfish war of all against war that hides behind the facade of law, civilization and morality. And look at male-female relations. With all the complaints of “political correctness” walk into any college fraternity or bar and cavemen ethics still rule. Full Story »

What are some philosophical reasons not to commit suicide?
Sociobiology teaches that a certain set of egotistical, selfish values remain with us from antiquity and will continue to be cavemen. Certainly the insanity of this Second Great Depression seems to confirm the selfish war of all against war that hides behind the facade of law, civilization and morality.
How can the infinite pains of life be justified in comparison to the calm serenity of nonexistence? Has any man in history lived a life so blessed as to outweigh the pleasures of endless dreamless sleep? Is not man’s greatest sin to have been born? What duty is there to continue to live? We did not choose to be born.
Why pass on genes, and sentence another generation to hell for the selfish pleasure of sexual desire? Full Story »